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Understand Your Mind And Let Your Soul Evolve

   Been MIA for some time now due to network problems (bad reception) …. Missed being here, here’s an article to make up for all the days I have been away…  It feels good to be back.    

           An angel appeared to me 

                  at my door step,

             I cannot believe she heard 

                   my prayers.

            Reaching out her precious

           hand, She pointed to the 

                 dream I had. 

          Guiding me onto a road that

                 takes me on my way. 

          Can this be? I asked in 

                   amazement. 

          Just believe in yourself is what 

                 she had to say. 

           You are the obstacle who  is

                standing in your way. 

          To reach or achieve your dream, 

               you only need to believe

          in yourself and rely on the Lord. 

NATALIESHAU

©Elynjay, 2017.

LOST BUT FOUND 

HE BROUGHT JOY TO MY HEART ♥. 

 I fell beneath the shady forest 

My heart was still racing 

I was breathing 

Why did the earth beneath me quiver and rapture? 

Why was I suddenly freckled with layers of dust? 

Why did everything start to clatter and crash? 

I could not see anyone 

I could not see YOU. 

My eyes felt heavy 

Somebody held me by my hand

I clinged to HIS body like the slightest amount of Hope. 

HIS touch healed my broken soul 

And at once, I knew it was LORD. 

I did not cry, I just couldn’t 

HE smiled at me and lifted me up 

I wondered about the stories been told about how wonderful HE is. 

The good HE did in the world and is still doing 

How did this happen? 

Was it my fault I fell?, I asked 

No!, He said, you just got lost in the world and now you have been found. 

©Elynjay, 2017.

HOPE FOR THE DESTROYED 

A wind came up one night and then a sudden gust blew the flower that rested next to her. 

It tossed it like a speck of dust. She looked at it as the wind carried the flower to a different spot across the roadside. 

Careless, she left the flower and off she went home. Days passed by and the flower was still at the same spot, until clouds formed in the sky and a rain soon did come. 

The heavy rain moved the flower, and it began its roadside journey. Its stay had been a bore. The rain washed the flower from the roadside till it fell into a creek. 

Down the creek, the flower was washed towards a cave. Though the flower got destroyed, it made a stop at the cave where its journey ended. 

                           LESSON 

The flower represents HOPE 

And the cave as the CREATOR. 

The flower ( though got destroyed) stopping at the cave means; 

* There is hope for those who think they’ve been destroyed with troubles of life or has lost it all. 

* The light of the lord never stops shinning on those that falls or rest at HIS feet. 

©Elynjay, 2017

BIRTHDAY 🎊 QUEENIE 👑 

13 💝has always been my lucky number, because it is a special date (day) on which I was born alongside the 2nd month of every year, February (month of Love 😍).. 🎉 

  I remind myself every year on this special day of how blessed🙏 I am to have been given another year to experience the wonderful things ahead of me. 👸

   God has been so good and I will forever live to thank Him for bringing me this far. 💞🎊

    I will continue to cherish and love my birthday… Special 13.🎂🎊.

©Elynjay, 2017.👸

3 HABITS TO KEEP YOU OUT OF TROUBLE.

(BEST WAYS NOT TO GET YOUR HEART BROKEN) 

1It’s in the interest of some people to hurt the feelings of others. To yield not to it, conveniently curtain it off, turn a blind eye and put out of sight so that it would not bother you. (the eye sees only what the mind is prepared to comprehend -Robertson Davies). 

Remember to live in the present and turn blind eye to people causing you harm, ignore them and save yourself the trouble of getting hurt, believing God will choose who or those that are worthy to be by your side. 

I’ve seen it all, But choose to turn a blind eye 👀.

2* “Put back your pieces differently “. You may hear of all the awful words used on you behind your back. The best way to not get your heart broken is to pretend you do not have one. 

Cover your ears in pretense even when you have heard it all, behave as though, whatever you heard is completely a normal ‘situation’…..  Move along. 

Heard it all, But cover my ears 👂in pretense

3* Others will judge you incorrectly or will never approve of you. Even when you do your best or everything to help them understand and reverse their opinion about you, they still would not allow. 

Some people are just plain unreasonable and were created to believe a lie. Do not waste your breath or time trying to explain yourself to them. Just keep mute…. They are not worth your explanation. 

Silence is the best way to answer a fool.

PS: SILENCE IS GOLDEN …..

You cannot control someone else’s behavior….

 You can only control your own reaction…..

©Elynjay, 2017.

TRAPPED INSIDE HER

I guess I got caught up
In the rough and tumble

I didn’t mean to cause no trouble

At all……. 

I’m just so sick

Of the dream they’re selling 

It doesn’t feel like heaven

At all…..

I fell in love with fear
Oh God, forgive me
Have mercy on me
It’s not easy here
Hey, please excuse the mess
See, I just wanna feel
I mean really, really feel
It all…….

So give me something
Oh please God, give me something
I can believe in…….

WORDS – (EMELI SANDE) .Give me something… 

#DAILYPOST 

OPEN YOUR HEART ♥ AND LET THE POSSIBILITIES GROW. 

RID YOURSELF OF THE HATEFUL AND RESENTFUL WAYS. 

RELEASE THE ANGER YOU HAVE BUILT UP INSIDE 

AND FILL YOURSELF WITH ONLY LOVE 😍 TODAY. 

©Elynjay, 2017.

THE VOICE 

The mind plays shameful tricks 
when we want something too much. 

Be careful of the voice you listen to, 

Those voices could be empty 

and can lead you into disaster. 

©Elynjay1, 2017

LOST GIRL (LETTING GO) 

     I am trying to find my way back to myself, I had to let go and keep my distance because you were never mine. I fell in love when we were together and even when we were no more, I fell deeper in love in the months we were apart. 

But I guess you do not understand. The worst of it all, I am finding it hard to be with someone else. My heart never seem to trust my mind. I have come to love you so much, even when I tried so hard not to. I could not help but to love. No matter  how much I wanted to be dissapointed, I could not. But then my soul wants to be free, free from the pain inside of me. 

I feel like you have a hold of me. This is not me, my heart is out my chest, wondering about, looking for a solution. I do not even know  what I feel anymore. IF IT IS FEAR OR LOVE. I want to be happy again. 

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 

Surprisingly, my mind started telling my heart; 

If you expect the worse, you are only denying someone a chance to be better. 

Some things can be fixed, lots of them but unlike relationships, just like an egg, cannot be put together, when broken. 

Many times, relationships between people cannot be fixed because they should not be FIXED. We are just too stubborn to let go of the things that is long gone. 

I think all ex’S  should be given a second chance, but with somebody else. 

Letting go does not mean you love them any less, it shows that you value yourself more than they did. 

LETTING GO

©Elynjay, 2017.

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