Thinking about my life and all the mistakes that I have made. The ones I regret and the ones that stay with me.
Who I pretend to be and who I really am
My lips have always craved the taste of lies
Maybe it is because I don’t know what I want
My life is full of lies and there’s no way around it.
It’s already deep intertwined with my soul
My soul is like a black rose 🥀 with blood on its petals and its poisonous ☠️ thorns.
I’m a mistake trying to repent
I am trying but I am wasting away
“Rise above, rise above”
I say to myself over and over again
But all I can do is sink…
I know I have strength and I can be smart
But I’m constantly telling myself otherwise
Those words I repeat in my head with no beginning nor end make my mind no longer a haven I can reside.
My lips still laced with lies
I have created such a toxic cycle
Causing my soul to drown.
Toxic soul (photo credit, Instagram)